do you guys wanna hear something cool and fun because if so im gonna tell you how gradually every single thing i have ever loved and any semblance of mutual kinship i have ever had crumbles to dust and 2018 is the year i finally kill myself! do you guys wanna hear about that?? LOL
i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself
can you die from lack of affection? Asking for myself
Being a procrastinator with a violent fear of failure is almost hilarious because like 80% of the time I’m like “I’m not even going to think about this” and then there’s like a distinct moment when everything switches and it turns to “I can’t fail oh my god I need to turn this into an A in like a day why am I like this”
I have decided on a new constellation. I call it The Bees. If you look up at the night sky and see all those sparkly dots, congratulations. You see The Bees. I have just made astrology 10000x easier, you’re welcome.
me after doing some impulsive shit that i know im gonna regret later: its called being spontaneous
